Healing comes from total surrender. You cannot heal yourself by a strong will to survive or by working a “program”. You are healed by surrendering everything in your life past, present and future to the will of God, then receiving healing from him. This can be a fearful thing if you have always managed to avoid dealing directly with God, but there must come a time when you finally want to be free. The only way to be truly free is to strip your old nature of everything it derives power from, tearing down the strongholds YOU have erected, then allow God to spiritually realign your life.